How do you love someone who makes you miserable?  Eleven-year-old Jonathan just wants to have a normal life-for instance, a night when he isn't awakened by screams, or a day when he's not teased by other kids for having a disabled family member. But normal can't happen when your little brother is severely autistic. James, Jonathan's four-year-old brother, needs more help than his parents can give him. And it's not just hard for Jonathan-it's causing strife for the whole family. When James gets into a special school for autistic children, Jonathan and his sister have to make a lot of sacrifices so he can go. Jonathan comes up with an idea to help out the family-but will his plan work, or only lead to more teasing? This ebook features an illustrated personal history of Ann M. Martin, including rare images from the author's collection.